MISTRESS TK’S HUMBLE slave DIARY (part 5)

Dear Diary,

two days ago i v received e-mail from Mistress TK and She says that my begging for forgiveness is not enough. i was thinking what else i can do to please Mistress TK to enslave me again. It looks i found good answer because from this morning Mistress talk to me again. And answer was simple: humiliation. Mistress TK likes to feel power of humiliating someone. It amuse Her and it light creative fire almost every time.

What i have done??? Until now just few things, but Mistress likes the way i m trying to humiliate myself for forgiveness. i start writing humiliation stories and first part of first fiction story about slave life under Mistress TK Y/you can read here: http://mistresstk.wordpress.com/category/humiliation-library/

Mistress TK likes beginning of story and i hope Y/you will like it too.

Secondly i made a FemDom game to amuse Mistress TK. She likes idea very much. It s a symbol of my public humiliation. AnyWoman can vote and rule my destiny. Since this is a new page only few Superior Females vote until now. It means that each vote have big value in making final decision about what will literally rule my life. Mistress TK specially likes idea because She believe (i think correctly) that Ladies will vote just for fun and it will be very real and important for my life. How it looks until now i will stay in chastity for some more time. If YOU are Superior Woman please vote on http://mistresstk.wordpress.com/category/vote/ and have mercy.

Anyway, Mistress TK likes my self-humiliation ideas on Her page.  As Y/you probably know i am on-line slave to Mistress TK and this page is like a mirror of my submission and slavery.  There is so many things to do about, i haven’t time to think about anything else except work on this page. Mistress TK is taking my soul, i can feel it.

Today i recieved Her mail. She will forgive me this time because i show some “creativity in submission”. Of course She will punish me but i m again Her slave.

What to say… Only one thing i guess; “Thank You Mistress TK”

So my dear diary, here i am, waiting my punishment in front of computer, i have milion of things to do for Mistress TK, hope She will accept some new on-line slaves soon.

Need to go to work

MISTRESS TK’s HUMBLE SLAVE DIARY (part 4)

Dear Diary,

it looks good luck is again on my side. What happened in last two days??? i wrote two more mails to Mistress TK. To make this shorter i ll will tell YOU/you that biggest part of those mails were nothing else then my deepest begging for forgiveness. Of course i follow all Mistress TK’s rules: today suppose to be my last day on rice, i practice each morning exercises SHE gave to me, smoke ONLY seven cigarettes (the worst part for me) and of course i write HER each morning exactly at 6 o clock one nice e-mail to wish Mistress TK beautiful and successful day including a part what i recommend HER for breakfast.

Since Mistress TK likes almost everything from Japan, this morning i v tried with traditional Japanese breakfast:

YOUR breakfast is ready

“A traditional Japanese breakfast consists of steam rice, miso soup and side dishes.  Common side dishes are grilled or smoked fish, a type of rolled omelet and pickled vegetables. The rice is steamed and served without seasoning.While it seems nontraditional to the Western palette, this typical Japanese breakfast is a balanced meal with protein, iron, other essential minerals as well as A, B and C vitamins.”

It  was around noon when i received e-mail from Mistress TK.

“thats not enough”  

Not much someone will say, but for me it means that maybe i have a new chance. Right now i m thinking what to do next…

MISTRESS TK’s HUMBLE SLAVE DIARY (part 3)

Dear Diary,

i m afraid my worst nightmare become reality. Mistress TK doesn’t respond to my mail. It means that She is finish with me and that there is no more space under Her feet for me.

i v write Her 3 mails already. Two of them last night and one this morning but no response.

First one was just informative. That’s the rule Mistress TK made since first time.

-”Don’t write long and waste MY time. Only what you have done and when you done. I will check when I have time”. 

So only thing i wrote in that mail was:

“Dear Mistress TK,
from my knees i beg YOU for permission to allow me to inform YOU that i finished new post in diary. 
Wish YOU very best

from my knees
YOUR humble slave”

Of course i didn’t expected to get any answer on that. i m not so stupid but i needed to follow the rules. After about one hour i wrote second mail to Mistress TK:

“my dearest and only Supreme Wonderful Great Mistress TK,

i beg YOU completely with my body and soul, deeply and honestly to excuse this humble slave for being so nonuseful to YOU last week. Forgive me Mistress, i beg YOU. Please trust me that i didn’t t disobey YOU for one moment, that’s the last thing i would do it. i follow all rules Mistress, believe me i couldn’t use internet. i know very well that i m not good enough to be YOUR slave, i m not good enough to lick the ground YOU are walking on, i know that Mistress. But one million time please please forgive me. i beg YOU for punishment i deserve, anything YOU want just please have mercy and allow me to serve YOU again.

YOUR scared humble slave”

Nothing, no response. i couldn’t t sleep last night at all.

Finally this morning i wrote Her:

“Dear Mistress TK,

from my knees i beg YOU for permission me to wish YOU wonderful Sunday.

Good morning Mistress TK

Hope everything will be easy for YOU today and YOU will enjoy every second of day.

YOUR breakfast is ready

Thank YOU so much for giving this humble slave opportunity to spend this day working for YOU.

Your humble slave”

Until now, no response.

 

 

MISTRESS TK’s HUMBLE SLAVE DIARY (part2)

Dear Diary of humble slave,

what to say… i feel teriblle and scared. It just happened this week that i wasn’t t in situation to write and receive mails. i m so scared about what would be Mistress TK’s reaction.

She order me to write 4 post each week and first week i wasn’t t able to fulfill such request. She must be angry. Very angry. And deeply i was thinking that i will surprise Her and work more then She request.

i will beg Mistress TK for forgivness as better as i can but what if  She don t want to hear for me anymore.

i follow all Her rules. It s my seventh day i m eating only rice and since i doubled exercise. She was right, practice is good. Now i can kneel much longer.

And of course seven cigarettes per day only.

i swear i follow the rules but i didn’t t write Her every morning to wish Her beautiful day, i didn’t t write for permission to eat or smoke… It s just not good. i deserve punishment.

MISTRESS TK’s HUMBLE SLAVE DIARY (part1)

Dear Diary,

this morning i received mail from Mistress TK. SHE have some more rules for me. It means from today i m on diet. Next 10 days i need to stay only on rice and water. Even i am slim and i don’t need to be on diet SHE  wants me to eat only some rice.

- “FOR MY AMUSEMENT” like SHE says. “THAT WILL ALSO PUSH you TO BE MORE CREATIVE IN KITCHEN. OF COURSE you WILL ASK FOR PERMISSION TO EAT EVERY TIME.”

SHE also doubled my exercise.

- “MORE you PRACTICE MORE you CAN WORK FOR ME”

So, i finished my “morning” mail in which i wish to HER beautiful and powerful day exactly at 6:00 AM and i went to do exercises. Since i needed double time to finish it i figured out that from tomorrow i need to wake up earlier.

It was about noon when i received HER mail. i was in front of computer working on this article. SHE  knows i am hard smoker. Sometimes i smoke 40 cigarettes per day and SHE  decide to cahnge my bad habbit.

-”FROM TODAY you CAN SMOKE 7 (SEVEN) CIGARETTES PER DAY. FOR EACH ONE you WILL WRITE ME MAIL AND ASK FOR PERMISSION TO SMOKE. THE ANSWER WILL DEPEND ON MY MOOD AND you ARE NOT PERMIT TO SMOKE BEFORE I SEND ANSWER.”

“This become more and more difficult”- i thought.

So around 2 o clock i ask for permission to smoke one cigarette. No answer until 4 o clock. Two very long hours for me. Finally when i received answer SHE says:

“NO you DON’T HAVE PERMISSION TO SMOKE. INSTEAD you WILL DO FOLLOWING:

WRITE ME MAIL WITH ALL PASSWORDS you ARE USING FOR INTERNET. I WANT TO CONTROL your MAILS.

WRITE AND POST ARTICLE FOR MY BLOG.

WHEN you FINISH THAT INFORM ME ABOUT. WHEN I HAVE TIME I WILL CHECK WHAT DID you WRITE. IF AND ONLY IF I AM SATISFIED you WILL HAVE PERMISSION TO SMOKE A CIGARETTE. LOL”

i realized that i m becoming adicted on my submission under MISTRESS TK. It was impossible for me to stay so long without cigarette but i did like SHE  wants and i didnt smoke. So i wrote post and e-mail about all passwords i am using on-line. It was already 7:30 when i finished everything. Half hour later i v got permission to smoke. Of course before i needed to thanks HER for that luxury.

All in all after only few days SHE  brings me to this point:

i was waking 5:30 each morning and still didn t have enough time to do all what SHE order. i practice like never in my life, i need to have permission to eat my rice and permission to smoke. i work all my free time for HER and this is just beginning. What will be next???

So, it looks like my submission is going deeper and deeper. And believe me i LIKE IT.

Thank YOU MISTRESS TK

HOW i BECOME ONLINE WORKING SLAVE

It happened just 2 weeks ago when i met MISTRESS TK  on line. Only two weeks later i was completly under HER control.

 Today i already know i belong under HER feet.

Please let me explain….

First few days SHE did not care about me at all. i send to HER two e-mails but no reply comes.

i can not describe how happy i was when i saw HER reply in my in-box. MISTRESS TK accept me to become HER on-line slave. SHE was not like other Mistresses on net. SHE  didnt want to know my name, my age, my country…. The only thing SHE  wanted to know was how many hours per day i can work for HER. i described myself like someone who can work a lot but even in my dreams i couldn’t imagine how it is to really  be enslaved by Superior Female.

Anyway, after few e-mails i become proud slave to MISTRESS TK. Believe me until now it s a great journey.

 my first assignment was to make some research on internet for HER. No need to explain too much… i was honored and i did it best i could. But, contrary to my expectation SHE write to me completely unsatisfied.

SHE wanted to use all my energy, all my free time all my creativity to the maximum. And SHE did it, with only few sentences.

Please read this carefully because it can give an idea to All Mistresses and to all male subs how it can be.

When i finished my researches about specific topic i make an article and send it to Mistress TK to inform HER what i have done.

Next morning i could read this: ” Do you really think you can impress ME with this???“

“Listen to me now!!!”  SHE says.

“From this morning, you gonna wake up exactly at 5:30 AM”

“you have half hour for your personal needs. I expect to have each morning exactly at 6:00 AM one mail from you. In that mail you will wish ME everything best for the following day and you will describe how desperatly you want to worship ME. This I want to read for MY amusment”

“Secondly, at 8:00 AM you will describe me how far you gonne with exercise I gave it to you. I insist my slaves to be in good condition. Specially, about Yoga practice I gave to you. More you practice, better footstool you will become. Don t forget push-ups, one day you will perform in front of ME.

“Exactly at 8:43 AM you will send ME e-mail and describe what breakfast you gonna serve ME in bed”

“9:00 AM inform ME that you are on your knees and you are ready for MY morning foot worship until I have breakfast”

NEXT!!!

Wait on your knees till I send you list of duties I want you do for ME today.”

So this is how it started.

Today, only 2 weeks later i m 100% under HER control and this is a place i will describe four times per week (HER  rule) how far i reach my submission to MISTRESS TK.